Log in

It's always you, [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ archive | journal archive ]

none of this hallmark holiday bullshit [Feb. 15th, 2006|12:46 am]
[mood |annoyedannoyed]

some people are really fucking stupid.
as in completely...insensitive, ignorant, unaware, stupid, immature...and just plain obnoxious. so yea. thanks for that.
ooh and if you're wondering..i am not hurt, nor am i jealous. no, it's much easier. i'm simply annoyed. yep. incredibly annoyed. wasted a lot of time. oh well, at least i didn't get emotionally involved or attatched..simply not worth that at all. so moving on...

in other news, tomorrow is arieh's 21st birthday. at least there's one good guy left in the world. He sort of restores my hope in men and their ability to not be assholes:)
link2 comments|post comment

Sometimes I confuse myself [Jan. 14th, 2006|12:20 pm]
[mood |ugggh]

I wish I knew what the hell I wanted...
Is it always this difficult?
linkpost comment

loaded up on medicine, dizzy from sneezing and yea, pretty much delirious [Nov. 19th, 2005|06:28 pm]
[mood |pretty fucking shitty]

so bronchittis really fucking sucks but my friends are absolutely amazing. I was feeling like absolute shit last night: coughing every two seconds to the point my chest felt like it was going to cave in, ready to cut off my nose to be able to stop sneezing and just all around not in a good mood as all of my sorority sisters were off for the date dash- which i was sooo excited about.
so i'm home, alone, annoyed by drunk people and then three visitors made my night! Ilan, Rachel and Sarah came by with soup, kit kats (since rachel insisted!!), a movie, magazine and a stuffed animal (ilan said it was the softest:). ahhh, im really lucky. they are just amazing.

i still feel pretty damn awful and am all alone in the sorority house right now as everyone else is out having fun. good times. but that just made me feel sooo much better last night.

ahh, cannot wait to be home on monday and taken care of by my mommy. yea, i don't care if i'm still a baby...growing up is vastly overrated.
link1 comment|post comment

i've decided that there's nothing like the clear arizona air and it's beautiful sunsets [Nov. 17th, 2005|01:30 pm]
[mood |happyhappy]

so i've been really busy and don't really have time to catch my breath...but i am enjoying the ride so very much.
i love it here. yes sometimes i get annoyed with the classes and teachers and non stop tests/papers/hw/busy work, and fucking web reg which makes it impossible to get into the classes i want, and my so called "wireless internet" which kicks me off AIM every two seconds, and the sorority/fraternity greek superficiality (and yes, i know im in a sorority and i like it but in general..), and crappy union food, and my depleting bank account...but yes, despite all this...I am so fucking happy!

The amazing people that inspire me. The friends I've made for life. The gorgeous campus and Arizona nature that is just so damn humbling.
I'm stressed and have a milllion and one things to do but it doesn't really matter because I'm becoming the person that I want to be and I'm proud of that.

life is really surprisingly beautiful. yes sometimes it can suck beyond imagination, but when it doesn't... god, it's so beautiful.
link5 comments|post comment

bored=SURVEY TIME! [Nov. 11th, 2005|05:15 pm]
[mood |boredbored]
[music |fionna apple]

So I'm bored and don't have much to do as I'm waiting for Erin arrive..cannot wait for tonight as Erin, Shloka and I are going to get away from campus and have a chill, movie night that is so very needed!
But in the meantime, since I'm just sitting here almost falling asleep listening to mellow fionna apple music.. why not fill out this survey?

1. What time did you get up this morning? 11:30....ahh sleeping in is a beautiful thing!!!most sleep i've had in weeks.

2. Diamonds or pearls? well, DIAMONDS ARE A GIRL'S BEST FRIEND!!!!

3. Last cinema? Domino

4. What's your favorite TV show? currently on tv-Nip/Tuck but there are many classics:seinfeld, friends, sex and the city, buffy, roswell, etc. etc.

5. What did you have for breakfast this morning? hmm nuts..haha. sort of woke up too late for breakfast

6. What's your favorite cuisine? Mexican food

7. What foods do you dislike? meatloaf, pasta (i know. im wierd)

8. What is your favorite chip flavor? baked lays

9. What's your favorite CD at the moment? probably Ryanhood-the radio

10. What kind of car do you drive? someone wanna buy me a car?

11. Favorite sandwich? caesar salad sandwhich

12. What characteristics do you despise? arrogance, insensitivity, selfishness, stupidity..there are a lot

13. Favorite item of clothing like? jeans

14. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where
would you go? everywhere- at the moment, Spain.
But always Israel!

15. What color is your bathroom? white

16 Why would you spend 15 min. of your day filling out this
questionnaire? cause im bored as hell

17. Where would you retire to?

18. Favorite time of the day? dinner time probably hah

19. What's your most memorable birthday? my bat mitzvah

20. Where were you born? "the valley", la

21. Favorite sport to watch? basketball

22. Who do you least expect to send this back to you?

23. Person you expect to send it back first? hmmm...

24. What fabric detergent do you use? i don't know, snuggles i think

25. Were you named after anyone? I was named after my uncle, Eric

26. Do you wish on stars? Sometimes

27. When did you last cry? a week ago..i got kinda emotional and teary eyed

28. Do you like your handwriting? i don't really care. so i guess

29. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you?
why not? i'm pretty cool. haha

30. Are you a daredevil? not particularly, but under certain influence..sure

31. Do looks matter? yea. but they only take you so far

32. How do you release anger? write. listen to angry music. scream in the car. cuss. slam doors. haha

33. Where is your second home? Anywhere my loved ones are

34. What were your favorite toys as a child? stuffed animals i guess

35. What class in High School was totally useless? any science/math course

36. Do you use sarcasm a lot? umm sarcasm is my language of choice!

37. Favorite movies? you cannot ask me this question! but to name a few: moulin rouge, motorcycle diaries, some like it hot, beaches, butch cassidy and the sundance kid, the way we were, shakespeare in love, wonderboys, etc

38. What are your nicknames? Rica. Eureka. E.

39. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? sometimes,

40. Do you think that you are strong? i guess. but doesn't everyone crumble?

41. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? hmm chunky monkey..kona coffee

42. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? fears, insecurities

43. Whom do you miss the most? my family and friends back home

44. Do you want everyone you sent this to send it back?

45. What color pants are you wearing? blue jeans

46. What are you listening to right now? my ipod..Fionna apple

47. Last thing you ate? string cheese

49. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? sky blue

50. Last person you talked to on the phone? Erin

51. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
their eyes

52. Favorite Drink? cranberry juice and yodka or diet coka and rum

53. Do you wear contacts? ye

54. Favorite Day(s) of the Year? thanksgiving

55. Scary Movies or Happy Endings? happy endings

56. Summer or winter? summer without a doubt

57. Hugs OR Kisses? "big hugs & perfect kisses"-stealing farrah's answer

58. What Is Your Favorite Dessert? Pizzooki

59. What Book(s) Are You Reading? Beloved

60. What's On Your Mouse Pad? stupid blue

61. Any brothers? one. Ari

62. Children? nope

63. Pets?Snickers and Sparkles

64. Like thunderstorms? not particularly

65. My favorite saying: hmm...
link1 comment|post comment

don't know how to let you go [Nov. 3rd, 2005|11:42 pm]
[mood |heartsick]
[music |Dashboard- cause im just in the unreciprocated pathetic mood]

so it seems like this bubble of denial has popped and i need to face the depressing notion that I really don't know if i'll ever get over him. Because no matter how much time or distance has passed, he still has the power to make me smile and blush like a fucking pathetic schoolgirl.
and no matter how hard i try to move on and remind myself that it's just infatuation and an incredibly strong heart-caves-in-my-chest type of crush, he pretty much owns my heart.
and it's like everytime i talk to him, i'm reminded of how much i want him and how i can't have him.

i sometimes wish i never knew someone like him existed, so i could just move on with my life. and be happy at new prospects and cute boys, instead of trying to compare them to the very high pedestal i have him on.
link3 comments|post comment

bitterly updating from the library computer lab [Oct. 6th, 2005|04:12 pm]
[mood |annoyedannoyed]

I am stuck in the library during my boring and dreaded women studies class as i am being forced "to learn" how to find sources...because apparently throughout all my years of schooling and countless reports, i never learned how to FUCKING FIND INFORMATION!!!!

link1 comment|post comment

freaking out thanks to my procrastination habits [Sep. 26th, 2005|02:14 am]
amazing weekend but am now freaking out about all my hw due in just a few hours.
mise en scene analysis. shit.
hebrew story. shit
science extra credit. shit

oh gosh, there's just wayyyy too much to do and I need a fucking frappachino!
link2 comments|post comment

Lazy Weekend BLISS [Sep. 19th, 2005|01:53 am]
I love unexpected 2 hour long, good conversations!!!
Randomly walked into Lauren's room a few hours ago, ended up staying there for quite a bit and having a really wonderful talk with her and Sam about relationships, religion, politics and family. This weekend has given me great insights into amazing people that I've been getting to know.

-Friday: Mexican dinner then Kabballah Shabbat with Jessie and Jacq! Such a beautiful service and for the first time in quite awhile, I'm feeling spiritual and connected again. Love that feeling.
After that, Jessie, Lauren and I watched Wet Hot American Summer which is one of the most hilarious movies EVER and sadly enough is dead on in it's portrayl of horny kids at Jew Camp.haha.
Fun stuff!

-Saturday: went on a two hour hike after only four hours of sleep and while quite exhausted and I am now unfortunately scratching furiously at my blasted mosquito bites, it was a beautiful, refreshing and energizing experience thanks to nature and good company. 4th Ave Date with Rachel was wonderful, epic cafe, hippie shops, antigone books....so much fun:) And later, I saw High Fidelity with Rachel and Melissa followed by some Eddie Izzard.

-Sunday: Saw the adorable movie "Just Like Heaven" with the COCO girls and then amazing food at Maccarooni Grill! Fun, Relaxing, yet completely Unproductive Sunday that has left me with wayyy too much catch up work to do tomorrow. Oh well, conversations are so much better then boring film readings lol.

Yea, Sometimes life is really good.
linkpost comment

The joys of being sober while being surrounded by drunk people.... [Sep. 16th, 2005|01:00 am]
So I witnessed a very amusing, passionate strip show. by a boy. at a frat house.

Gosh. I don't think I've laughed that hard in a long time. Life is funny.
link1 comment|post comment

[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]